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The Warmth of Your Sweater: Undaughtered
It isn’t just a sweater; it’s the shelter of him—my father—his care and safety enveloping me as if I were a little girl again.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 7, 20213 min read


Marya's Mother: Bleeding at the Roots
Together, we navigated the enduring darkness born from life—a tree no longer bleeding at the roots.

Mj Pettengill
Apr 30, 20212 min read


Remembering Innocence
These ghosts still wander, reminding me of who we were in what seemed to be another lifetime.

Mj Pettengill
Apr 11, 20213 min read


If It Is in You, Pray
Yes, the shadows are menacing, but we are equipped to find our way.

Mj Pettengill
Mar 14, 20215 min read


Becoming Undaughtered: Part 2
We are a sum of those fragments of ourselves that we may not even remember, and they are often fueling us.

Mj Pettengill
Feb 26, 20215 min read


Becoming Undaughtered: Part 1
Salem was just a drop in the ocean...

Mj Pettengill
Feb 22, 20214 min read


Marya's Mother: A Box of Stuff
They called her Flossie. I vaguely remember that photo, looking into her sparkling, clear eyes, detecting an air of innocence. Before I...

Mj Pettengill
Dec 30, 20205 min read


Ballad of a Sandwich Girl: Unaccompanied
In that one, undefined moment, the transformation was inevitable. The truth that had been pressing in came forth from the shadows. My...

Mj Pettengill
Dec 19, 20204 min read


Mittens: Warm Hands, Warm Heart
Of course, we could provide store-bought mittens, but those crafted by hand offer much more warmth and stability.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 15, 20202 min read


Ballad of a Sandwich Girl: Which One are You?
How odd was this swirling of love and anticipation—these tears fueled by joy.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 12, 20203 min read


The Heart of Everything
It is up to us to reach down beyond those creaking bones and illuminate previously unseen and powerless souls.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 6, 20203 min read


Ballad of a Sandwich Girl: Deals with God
If the choice is between horses, cows, or sisters, the cows are the audience of choice because they are polite.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 2, 20203 min read


Marya's Mother: What's in a Name (Again)
Unearthing and transmuting historical trauma and ancestral wounds is a way back to the light. The journey is beyond reflective.

Mj Pettengill
Nov 30, 20204 min read


Marya of the Wood: Blue Jay Way
My instincts were to frown and wish away those pests, those greedy hoodlums. But then I realized that blue jays are not bad.

Mj Pettengill
Nov 17, 20205 min read


Ancestral Healing: Where Does it Begin?
We continue to pass along the grief and pain of those before us, and in time, forget their origins. We inherit their losses.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 1, 20207 min read


Grandmother Wisdom: The Other Maryjane
I slid into the role of making the most incredible piccalilli east of the Mississippi River.

Mj Pettengill
Sep 29, 20204 min read


And on That Farm, She Had a Cow
The sphere of mothers and daughters is much broader, with more possibilities of getting lost.

Mj Pettengill
Jun 30, 20205 min read


Unbroken Forest
These flames are a gift bestowed upon me from Hestia, the goddess of the hearth and its fires.

Mj Pettengill
May 7, 20205 min read


Dear Mom
In this life, you provided many valuable lessons.

Mj Pettengill
Apr 30, 20203 min read


Reclamation
No star is lost. It is we who have gone astray. We are finding our way home.

Mj Pettengill
Apr 12, 20204 min read

Down from the Tree - Book Three
Samuel J. Hodgdon II
A Boy ~ A Vision ~ A Knowing Tree
The Journey Continues
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