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The Fate of Little August
You must harden and become strong. Not that caring too much is a weakness, but in an orphanage, tears will do you in.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 31, 20202 min read


No Snow for an Angel
I had to find a way to bring Abigail home, but there was no longer a home to speak of.

Mj Pettengill
Dec 10, 20207 min read


The Other Side: A Woeful Heart
Tempy tended to my bath, arranged my hair, and prepared my dress and accessories in time for us to attend a special church service...

Mj Pettengill
Nov 25, 20205 min read


The Poor: Lending Their Secrets, Part 5
Leave no stone unturned, as the right information may be tucked away in the wrong place.

Mj Pettengill
Nov 23, 20204 min read


A Farewell Kiss: An Unfortunate Event
I finally owned up to the truth. My own will and desire created him in the wind.

Mj Pettengill
Nov 15, 20203 min read


The Food Bank: Inhabiting Hunger
I have unveiled harrowing scenes, imagining food that is not fit for pigs, and placed myself at the table.

Mj Pettengill
Nov 9, 20204 min read


In Search of Spiritual Refreshment
I re-read Abigail’s letter, starin’ at the words, “county farm.” It was as if I had learned of her death.

Mj Pettengill
Nov 7, 20203 min read


Historical Amnesia: From the Author's Pen
I spend much time exploring dark places—places where we are typically unwelcome. There are no complaints here. I signed up for it. I made...

Mj Pettengill
Nov 1, 20204 min read


Eve and the Apple: The Angels' Lament
He knew that I would not take part in blamin’ everything that ever went wrong, since the Garden of Eden, on Eve.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 25, 20205 min read


Forget Me Not: The Illusion
Facing fear in a rigged system while raising children—keeping them warm, fed, and sheltered—is downright perilous and unpredictable.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 23, 20204 min read


Kill Your Darlings: From the Scrap Pile
I keep my 'darlings' tucked away. I do not kill them entirely.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 20, 20205 min read


Her Tree
It was hard to believe that my feet were on the same earth where Mamma’s feet once were. I wondered if the earth would have known that...

Mj Pettengill
Oct 16, 20205 min read


Kids and Trains: Meet August
They would take you out and beat you senseless if they found you hidin’ in a car. I only got caught once, and that was enough for me.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 9, 20202 min read


THE POOR: LENDING THEIR SECRETS PART 4
With this new-found freedom came the challenges of women working for pennies a day while boosting a handful of already influential families

Mj Pettengill
Oct 7, 20205 min read


A Sinner Prepares For Church: October 6, 1872
I longed for the time when God shined His candle about my head as in the days of my youth.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 4, 20201 min read


Ancestral Healing: Where Does it Begin?
We continue to pass along the grief and pain of those before us, and in time, forget their origins. We inherit their losses.

Mj Pettengill
Oct 1, 20207 min read


The Poor: Lending Their Secrets, Part 3
When we finally summon the courage to view our past, we may awaken from our troubled dreams.

Mj Pettengill
Sep 24, 20205 min read


I Screamed at God - (Excerpt)
I reached towards the wreckage of my whole existence.

Mj Pettengill
Sep 20, 20205 min read


The Poor: Lending Their Secrets, Part 2
The practice of auctioning the poor is a form of indentured servitude, a custom in this country that dates back to the first settlers...

Mj Pettengill
Sep 17, 20204 min read


Dare to Finish Last
You can be a strong force within yourself, family, and community without raising an angry fist.

Mj Pettengill
Sep 15, 20203 min read

Down from the Tree - Book Three
Samuel J. Hodgdon II
A Boy ~ A Vision ~ A Knowing Tree
The Journey Continues
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